i wanna give up

I regret going this path
its not for me

i really dont wanna meet people
i cant
i dk how to overcome it
shld i see a doctor for this?
but i dont wanna spend money on

I wanna give up

i know i should work harder
but i dont know what's the point
i cant even cut a fish to serve people, how do i even help ppl
lol.. i know thats irrelevent

what am i doing with my life

i cant even help myself how do i help people

but i dont wanna burden people with such small problems.

i cant help but think im  useless
i knowing saying that about myself doesnt help myself get better

but thats all i know how to do...

im losing confidence everyday cos everything i do is wrong, giving wrong info, saying the wrong things..

if im quiet im wrong, if i talk im also wrong, cos i say wrong stuff


tian ah, why am i even born when i cant even do stuff right