Group work

There's quite a lot of group work in school lately.

I always feel so burden during group work, cos I really can't think of anything to contribute.
And once I finally think of what to say, someone said it already..
Then in the end, I have nothing else to say, and it makes me the non contributer of the group...

Can anyone relate to me?
sigh...

Why can't I think fast :( maybe because I have a natural lazy brain.

and by the time i think of a good idea, the discussion is already over..

There's school tmr.. i dont wanna be a burden to you. cos im a fren that doesnt gv ppl security? like i cant help ppl, or stand up for ppl, idk how to explain.

But I don't know how not to solve my problem. I don't even know if it will be a major problem in the future. I shan't think about it now


I wanna avoid you, so that I wont be a burden, but then, that will make me a bad person.
I still have to face you in the future. I don't know man
I need to think of how to improve myself

after writing this, it makes it seems that my problem is small.
just talk more, be confident jiu can liao mah?
that's what everyone say, but why isit so hard for me to do...
I must be crazy to choose this path.



well this was an emo post..

posting this because I'm lazy to think for assignments alr..
everyone's finishing their first assignment, and I'm barely half way...
well better get back to work.
OR should I slack now and do in sch during break tmr?